In the midst of another financial setback, I found my strength to write again. I will not lie there have been times today that I have retreated to my room and hid in the blankets. My face has been streamed with tears at several points. At one point I questioned my ability to handle anymore. Then I remembered I am a fighter. I can't change the situation but I can change my reaction.
I do not know what tomorrow brings and I can only control what is happening right now. Tomorrow the dealership may call and tell me I owe them a lot of money to fix my car or they may tell me that Nissan will cover the costs. I do not know and freaking out about the worse case scenario is not helping me. Curling up in a ball in my bed is not the answer.
I thought knitting was the answer but I needed to do something that would be productive not a distraction. I decided to get back to writing. I recently started an online course taught by Gina Horkey on how to establish a freelance writing career. This was the motivation I needed to regain my confidence and remember my goals.
I want expand upon my writing and work towards a successful writing career. I am going to continue to post to this blog three days per week. I want to have time to write for other venues. Please feel free to contact me at firstname.lastname@example.org if you are interested in obtaining my writing services.